15.7.11

GOD DAMN YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL TO ME.

Mon cher, you were in my dream last night. You smiled at me the way that you used to, the way you gave it only for little me. It was almost like you still wanted me - wanted us. But then I woke up alone and you weren’t there in my arms as I used to embrace you from behind along the cold night.
Ah,you were gone. I can’t wait for the day when I wake up and I don’t remember what it’s like to wake up next to you.When I’m glad that I have bigger space without having to share it with pains and wounds. Most days are probably… fine; I wake up and I’m ok - grateful, I guess. But then on the other hands, there are the days like today- when I forget that we had decided together that this was the end and I forget that it should be better for the each of us.
Those are the days where I just want you to play video games with me again. Or throw jokes about each other. Or just put your hands around me. Those are the days where I forget that, before I met you, I used to be strong enough to get through the day without a lover.

I've been MIA like forever lol, it's holiday and I supposed to blog like more often. But unfortunately, I was suffering from sick (Read: blood vomiting *iuh*) and I don't have any idea abt it =( But hey, still I have to thank God for recovering me little by little now! ^___^

So these last 2 weeks I mostly go out with bf and he's just sweet. I love the fact that he can act like my bestfriend in the same time as a caring man <3 And since I got 1st rank this semester, mom let me shop more which I'd post soon =) (yayness!) Feel free to comment my current drawings and I've been missing you loves!! Xo<3

94 comments:

  1. You look cute! Congrats for the 1st rank!

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  2. very nice :)
    thank for the comment!
    x
    THATGIRLKIP

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  3. Cuteness!!!!! I'm glad your starting to feel better =)

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  4. it looks so pretty!


    kisses from La Mode En Rose = )

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  5. congratulation for the first rank!Btw,u look so cute :)

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  6. so cute and sexy!


    xoxo

    www.niknokstyle.blogspot.com

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  7. I love your thick bangs and your gorgeous heels! Great outfit.

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  8. confrats on getting 1st :p and i love your outfit so cute :3 and thanks for the comment!

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  9. you look sweeeeeet darling! <3

    xx

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  10. u look so damn beautiful in that dress~ it fits u very well

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  11. Love that belt! and your drawings, amazing.

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  12. your hair is so pretty, i'm getting a hair cut very soon and am unsure of how to cut it..

    also loving your floppy hat!




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  13. love your illustrations! And I'm happy you are feeling better. Keep posting more outfit photographs, as I adore your style!

    Your newest follower T,
    ifbirdsfly.blogspot.com

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  14. I can't even describe how much I love this dress.

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    Twitter: @GlamKitten88

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  15. pretty outfit <3 love your hat too

    xoxo

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  16. Such a cute look! I love the bow belt! Hope to see more of your outfits soon! Feel better and take care! xoxoxoo

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  17. Nice look!

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  18. look great) I like to get by wearing pictures and anime)

    Look into my blog too *

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  19. so pretty! and nice drawings btw! i linked you to my dopelist already xoxo

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  20. Really cute outfit. I love it! <3

    xox Courtney Michele
    Breakfast in Wonderland

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  21. Fantastic outfit, quite sexy!!;) U look soooooo good my dear!;)
    kisses
    Jelena
    http://glamfabchameleon.blogspot.com/

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  22. pretty and love your hat ,dear :)

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  23. wow! congrats for the 1st rank!

    happy holidays

    :)

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  24. glad to know you are now okay. take care of your health. :)

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  25. You look great! Love your hair and make up!

    Loves,
    Rowan

    www.redreidinghood.blogspot.com

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  26. gorgeous outfit :)
    & those shoes make you legs look endless!! X

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  27. You're so cute! Pretty outfit!

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  28. Thanks for your comment, cute post :)

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  29. Oh wonderful photos, you're so pretty :)
    And great pic! you draw very good!
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    Greets! Good week ;)

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  30. You look absolutely beautiful. Your legs look so long!

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  31. lovee you look , and ur eyes is pretty :)

    Journal J

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  32. your belt is soooo cute!!!! :D

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  33. You look stunning! Love your belt and everything about your outfit :)

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  34. oo this is cute! love the hair~ :)


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    xx
    Kim

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  35. you look lovely!
    nice skecthes - are you a christian chinese?

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  36. Love your look! But vomiting blood sounds very serious, you should get checked!
    xxx

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  37. Lovely outfit, you're such a pretty girl! x

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  38. Oh dear, i really hope you're feeling better now!! Lovely outfit and drawings!
    xxxx

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  39. oh wow amazing loveit:) xx

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  40. Gorgeous outfit, love your hat!

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  41. wow you look great! and congrats on ranking first! shoppinggggggg <3

    XX KARTIKA
    http://kartikabrand.com/

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  42. Congrats on being 1st and yeah get well soon. :) Cute outfit as ever :)

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  43. I love your style :D how tall are you ?

    and thx for your comment on my blog

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    pop me a visit if you have time :)

    xx

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  44. you look gorgeous! wonderful outfit!

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  45. Such a lovely outfit! The hat is super cute, nice pictures.

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  46. really love your top >.<

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  47. whoooaaa you're so pretty awesome! :)

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  48. oww dear! I love the knitting top!!!awesome!

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  49. wooo, sexy barbie, lol. i love your sweater :) and the pumps really gorgeous too

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  50. you look so cute!
    love your outfits really suits you :)

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  51. nice outfit , love ur hat so much :)

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  52. Vintage ! <33
    u look beautiful with the hat ,Lia!
    Congratulation for the 1st rank ..
    Good luck !

    Xoxo,
    Rebecca
    http://rebeccaclch.blogspot.com

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  53. Lia you look so amazing with that look ^^
    and congratulation for the 1st rank..
    that hat look superb cute hehehe

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  54. LIAAAA <3 *glomps* Where you at girl? Always so much time inbetween your amazing posts : ( *dies a little inside* I hope you're enjoying your summer!

    Don't ever apologize for long comments! (ò__ó)/ <- fist of fury. Long comments are the best ones! : D and yeah, big fluffy dogs ftw! They're of the breed 'newfoundland'. My parents have bred them ever since I was born - I'm from '90 and they got their breeder's license back in 88 or something, so we go way back! I couldn't imagine a life without a fluffy companion by my side.. I move to Copenhagen for school this summer (hopefully) and I'm gonna miss the dogs so fucking much - excuse my French. I don't even know what I'm gonna do without them.. T__T; -cries like a baby-

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  55. Great Outfit and also great drawings.

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  56. whoa, you're stylish, really good at drawing & pretty smart! congrats & yaaaayness to hardcore shopping lols :P

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  57. you look gorgeous! I love your hair!

    XOXO

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  58. I love this look!
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  59. perfect one! smart and pretty ;)
    anyway check mine if you have a chance sweety

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  60. Cute outfit! :)

    Btw, I am your new follower hope you will visit my page and follow. :)

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  61. ohhhhhhh mannnnn you look soooooo cute!!! and thank you sooo much for your compliment----alexa chung is an amazing person to be compared to!!! hope you have an amazing weekend pretty! much love

    xx
    ashley <3

    pursenboots.blogspot.com

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  62. Love the hat !!! And sorry for being so late with commenting back, I've been crazy busy lately ^^

    Awww, what a nice bf you seem to have !! You deserve it too!!! :) Have a nice holiday !

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  63. i adore that cute little bow. :) x

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  64. really really like this blog, i need to follow you!

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  65. super cute blog u have! and great belt. enter my giveaway!!

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  66. hi,
    Honestly, I like you foot...:)

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  67. Very cute! I need that outfit, Where I can buy it?

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    1. I just buy some dress like that at Zalora. Now they have special deal, discount 15%. I get this info from http://e-vouchers.co.id/ Save my money ^^

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