28.12.10

ALMOST SOBER.

His eyes were unlike anything I had ever seen before. They were greener than the most secluded meadow after a spring shower, and yet housed the fury of a sea after a storm. Their depths told many stories and wisdom beyond my understanding, speaking of things that I should never know. Those beautiful, terrible eyes followed me as I sat at a coffee shop, watching my every move. A slight blush crept into my face at the intensity of his gaze, and he walked, nearer towards me.
Today, I’m watching you, tears in eyes, on that fateful day in nearly end of December. I know it has to be over from the first day we laugh together, we all do. Pain streaming down my face, head in arms, I sit and think about you. It's must be the time to grow, change and go on our separated ways.
Apparently everyone wanted you. Half of the others would've killed me to have you. But you were mine, clear for everyone to see, for the reasons to the jealousy of everyone else. Then you told me that I would have no reason for loving you. That you would paint the pains in my deepest breath, that you might have still longing for her, the one you miss. That you were the most unbreakable icebergs ever alived. But, in essence, that's the beauty of you. You had such a magical sound in you. Meanwhile, you told me the most stupid thing about you. For love, for her. Still. I heard the jeering; I cringed as you hurled abuse at yourself.
knitted dress from HK; Old Navy fur belt; unbranded stockings; unknown brand new boots from HK

Baby...do I suppose to cry? But why I’m not? Ah, I know I’m deeply adoring you. Let me be the one to know the gracious side in you.

PS Greetings for everyone: Merry belated Christmas! How was your Christmas? Hope you had found gorgeus stuffs for the upcoming New Year! I'm going to spend my NY eve by celebrating my mom's birthday which happens on Dec, 31st =D how about you? ^^
PSS And yes thanks mom for my new bangs! LOL this is the 1st time she did it right fyi xP *hope she didnt read this. Amen*
And yes. The Jack Daniels is just a property. I never taste it in my entire life. LOL xD 

64 comments:

  1. wow your mom did your bangs? nice.

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  3. cute bear Lia !
    cool outfit ;)
    merry xmas for u !
    my xmas was sooo bored , i stayed at home along day , omg . ~~'
    wow ! ur mom did ur bangs? great ! :D
    oya .. i'll update my blog today [maybe] or tommorow , thx for missed my blog's update dear :*
    have a nice day ! :D

    xoxo,
    Rebecca
    http://rebeccaclch.blogspot.com

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  4. yes it's open internationally! consider yourself entered :)

    xoxo

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  5. i'd like to wear something knitted right now. i saw a mango outlet store in a remote province here and i was surprised at the discount they give. they knitwear at almost 80% off. and the discounts are there the whole year round. anyway, i'm blabbing. :D happy holidays, lia! stay sweet as ever. :D

    nouveauskin.blogspot.com

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  6. soo beautiful!

    xx
    Marc

    http://vicissitudinilombarde.blogspot.com/

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  7. i honestly don't remember you looking this mature! :D merry christmas!

    btw, i'm giving a way a beautiful dress, come check it out! :)

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  8. Don't you dare to get drunk missy lolol
    anyway nice written!
    speaking of bangs, I need to cut my own since it's covering my sight of my eyes...

    Happy holidays!

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  9. I've never said this to you but I LOVE your looong hair, amazing

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  10. great haircut!
    love the knitted dress, you look great!
    have a great holiday!

    stainsintheuniform.blogspot.com

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  11. Wow.... Just wow. I LOVE this entry. I can't believe people are only commenting on your 'hair' or 'your dress' or something.. This entry speaks words FAR louder than your appearance. I love it!

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  12. Thank you! I have a problem with my video that's why we voi nothing about the article, Happy New Year 2011 soon

    Juste Ryma !

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  13. jack daniels PERFECT!!! love love the shoot and gorgeous sweater!!!

    Kisses
    Sweet
    PensandLens

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  14. Beautiful photos! Love the bangs ^^

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  15. Wow, beautiful bangs! You look so pretty! Hope you had a wonderful Christmas too!! :-) xoxoxoxoo

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  16. Ah two shots of Jack Daniels and I'm game for anything haha
    Cool - what a neat day to have your birthday on (for your Mom). I'm still not sure what my plans are for New Years but this year I just feel like staying in with a couple of close friends :)
    Hope you're having a lovely holidays Hun :)

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  17. Beautiful photos. You look amazing.

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  18. Hi Lia! awesome pics! tks for your comment on my blog! what do you think about we follow each other? leave me a comment. kisses

    www.alinnestyle.com

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  19. nice outfit. i linked you! mind to link me back? :D

    http://claudisoy.blogspot.com

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  20. perfect full bangs! Happy Birthday to your mom! :)

    Happy New Year!

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  21. You are so fierce, like seriously. I'm following.

    Love & Labels

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  22. Well, I'm not a alcoholic and I don't usually dring, but you SHOULD taste Jack Daniels :)

    And I want to wish you happy New Year :)

    xx
    lmc

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  23. Love this post!! You take such great pictures!

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  24. you look really cute :) XXX

    http://theglamorousmess.blogspot.com

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  25. cool pics! you look awesome! :)

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  26. i love the pics! they are defenitely amazing! x

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  27. your hair is so pretty!

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  28. pyuuh so good to know that the jack daniels was just a property, cause you really like you were drunk (just kidding) you're good at act

    love your dress
    xo,
    Tasya

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  29. happy holidays, love! ^^ lovely bangs!

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  30. love the swetear!!

    nice pics
    happy holidays!!!!!!

    http://malibuananas.blogspot.com/
    new post:)

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  31. cha :)) u always looks amazing! such a cool pics! kemana aja holiday? :D

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  32. love the over size knitted!!

    THE SECRET LIFE OF "D"

    in Love&Light
    Queen D

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  33. you look awesome and i hope you had a nice christmas too!!!

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  34. I love these photos! Your hair is amazing!

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  35. pretty:) and loving the hair. Im thinking of getting bangs.. not sure what kind of.. what do you think?

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  36. Your new bang is just so adorable and it fits you just fine! Loveeee those boots of yours, and the bear is just so cute.

    HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:
    Sanny's Head to Heart

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  37. Love the white shirt & black tights. Awesome pics.
    Hope you had a wonderful Christmas.

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  38. hei lia.. remember me?? oda sekar.. `lols.. mind to checked out my new blog and do exchange links.. i hv followed yours! thanks before.. :)

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  39. nice outfit lia.. and I like the post :)
    u're so lucky that ur mom can cut out ur bangs well. my mom cannot do it at all.. :)
    u look great with the new bangs, cool!

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  40. waw you look pretty and naughty ;P
    Happy new year pretty, and bytheway, my bangs always cut by my mom, i think moms can do it well :)

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  41. merry Christmas and happy new year..

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  42. love this pic! happy new year sweetie x

    Missy
    Blending Style, Celebs and Fashion
    http://thefashionfusion.blogspot.com

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  43. Love the fringe! I would never let my mom near my hair ever again though...haha.

    Happy New Year!!

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  44. super cute bangs and pics! thanks so much for visiting my blog~!! following yours now!!

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  45. your pictures are amazing! Thankyou for your sweet comment & I wish you a Lovely New year!

    x. C

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  46. Happy New Year :)
    And really cool pictures ! :)

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  47. Happy New Year :)
    And really cool pictures ! :)
    (from Victoria, was logged in to the wrong blogg ^^)

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  48. Gorgeous outfit. Your bangs look really good.

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  49. Great photos! x

    originalnumber.blogspot.com

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  50. you look lovely. Great sweater.xx

    http://www.theprovocativecouture.com/

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  51. wow such amazing photos! <3

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  52. fabulous dress and great pics!!!
    visit me:


    www.madame-galiash.blogspot.com

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